Haven’t eaten in 3 days.
I feel fine, just physically wiped out and tired. I want to keep going till tomorrow night or Friday. I’ve lost 5 pounds and am now at my lowest weight again and might even reach a new low by tonight.
The only thing I’m afraid of is when I break my fast, when i start eating again, I’m scared of even eating an apple because I don’t want to gain anything.
That’s my only problem with going this long is that I never want to stop. Infact I’m petrified of stopping.
"Malnutrition slows the brain’s hormone production, “numbing” intense emotions. So as anorexic patients starve, they feel calmer. Hunger pangs are now a reassurance they won’t get fat. In another twist, the more weight they lose, the fatter they see themselves. It’s not a problem with their vision. The more they starve, the harder it is to keep going — the body wants to eat. So the mind produces motivation in the form of an obese reflection rippling with rolls of fat. The delusion is a rationale for continuing to starve, created by brain chemistry doctors don’t understand."